Puteri's

2010-08-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hey blogger..=)

My day today was quite boring... English lesson get scolded from Mr.P. because of coming to English class late. 10minutes late.. (i guess) i deserved it. So lesson to be learn is not to come to English class late again.

I can't wait for Tomorrow.. There's Photo-taking.=)
Then after school got English Workshop.. From 4pm to 7pm.. Will be Breaking Fast at school..=)

That's all i will be updating for today.. Will update more tomorrow or Thursday.

2010-08-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

Hey bloggers..=)
It's been long time i did not update my blog.
been very busy..
So today i would like to blog about what happend in my house..

Today.. Andrew, Atiqah,Ee,Syed,Steven and Silan come to my house..
We were chill-ing.. hehe=) and at the same time they cook instant noodles but i did not eat because i am fasting.. After eating, we listen to music and at the same time we were playing *Blind mice*. hehe..=) The first one to be blind folded is Silan followed by Syed then Steven.. all the S's.. hahaha=)
While playing, Silan had accidentally stepped on the glass for the lamb cover.. hahaha.. hopefully i say it correctly.. Nevermind.. Let's move on what happend..
Silan leg got a small cuts.. It's not that bad but i guess it's hurt..
After cleaning up the mess, my dad came back home. All of them keep quite while i was laughing and i keep on saying "What's wrong and why all of the suden you guys keep quite".. That's all i know.. Atiqah, silan and Ee i guess message me saying Sorry. =).. it's okay i told them..=). The End. =)

2010-07-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

I have BREAK OFF with FARHAN already!

Fuck off the past!!!!

Begin with the new life now!!!!!!!

Don't ask me why...

I AM EGO NOW AND I DON"T CARE ABOUT HIM ALREADY!!!

2010-07-19T17:15:00.002+08:00

It's been so long i did not update my blog.. ;)
been very very very very busy lately.. ='(
4 days ago was my 5 months with Farhan...
This pictures was taken with Sirah not long ago..
It is at her house.. ;) taking some pictures using Webcam. ;)

2010-07-19T17:07:00.002+08:00

2010-06-01T14:28:00.004+08:00

Picture taken at Sentosa too..

This time i go with my guy on the 28/05/2010 which is on Vesak day..

Had lots of fun there..

These was the most sweeters memories that i have ever had..=)

2010-06-01T14:11:00.004+08:00

This picture was taken at Sentosa..

on the 26/05/2010 with my friends...

2010-05-24T16:34:00.003+08:00

It has been quite long time i did not update my blog.. =) well I'm busy with my school stuff.. Leading into a complicated life... with (Farhan).. It's really really really complicated.. Well misunderstanding here and there.. At times we were very very very SWEET.. I really missed that precious moment when we were together... Now we were busy with our own stuff.. Yet you did not neglect me as your girlfriend but it was just something that tangled in our mind that both of us can't figure it out.. I know it's that stressful.. We always get involved in quarrels in our relationship.. I know sometimes there's always misunderstanding occurs when we were kind of happy.. and sometimes i don't really understands why we were always so ego at times=).. but whatever it is REMEMBER THAT I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO OUT OF MY LIFE THAT EASILY.!! That's all i want to update for today.. will update more soon or this blog will be dead for a short while... What i post here is meant for Farhan to read only because it's between us and he knows what i mean.. missed you b... What happend just now just forget it.. and i will too.. Remember if i caught you again that GIRL message you on your FACEBOOK.. i will never think twice again of what i'm doing.. Lucky today i'm kind enough to let her go if not... SHE WILL BE IN DEEP TROUBLE WITH ME And I DON"T EVEN CARE WHO IS SHE..

2010-05-21T08:54:00.002+08:00

Currently at school.. I'm so sleepy... Now EBS lessons i'm so bored doing (coursework)... Today school ends at 12.30pm but for art students.. must stay back till 4pm.. hmm.. After school *art and eveything stuff* i'm meeting FARHAN.. hehe=).. missed u so much.. love u b... muackz..=)

2010-05-05T17:21:00.002+08:00

This picture we took at Henderson Waves

It has been quite a long time i didn't update..

I'm busy with school stuff and i didn't have any time to update..

Life is damn complicated now.. There's many things to think about and .....

Mid-year is coming.. there's many things i have to revised now and i think i don't have much time left..

Another few more days is my 3 Months with Farhan..

This Friday there's ART lessons with Mr R and Mdm T until 9+ pm..

Saturday maybe going out to grandfather place if not stay at home only..

I missed my Farhan and Iman..

Today is so BORING.. I did not go to school..

Having a slight FEVER and FLU..

Now i think everything is back to normal..

Tomorrow go to school again..

I'm so bored and tired of schooling already..

There's nothing interesting in school..

Almost everyday got homework..

Now i'm done updating..

Going to bath now..

Later meeting Farhan for awhile..

After that go out having dinner with Family.

2010-04-17T12:02:00.021+08:00

It's been 4 days i didn't update my blog.. so today i am going to update about how i feel towards FARHAN now.. We did have the biggest fight ever yesterday. But that does not mean that we have BREAK UP.. I have promise that no matter how we fight or quarrel, i won't make any decision but yesterday i have make the decision of breaking up him with luckily Farhan did not agree. After we talk to each other and we had settled everything he went back home. He said to me that he is from Khatib Camp and Yesterday is my first time see him in his Army uniform. He look damn nerd but smart and at the same time his face is so fierce. okay now we are okay.. i know it's funny.. we always fight and we will be okay back as soon as it is possible. Actually that's not what i want.. Maybe it's hard for us to understand each other.. He may be tired in his camp but for me i am stress with my school stuff.. so there's no commitment in us. Now it's hard for us to meet each other up as my parents don't like him.. I don't know why... i Don't know where is his mistake.. I feel so sorry about that.. last time my mum use to like him but not now anymore. So blogger's what does that mean..?? Tag me your advise.. i really sad and stress now.. wanna tag me my tagboard is under NUR.. I really hope that there is NO more BIG CONFLICTS between us.

Farhan i HOPE after u have read my BLOG u will understand me much BETTER.

Happy 2 months anniversary..

Farhan & Puteri

{14/03/2010}

NOW THIS MESSAGE IS FOR ALL MY HATERS: READ THIS AND GO TO HELL TO YOU!

So in my blog!!!!!!! Spammers / haters are NOT welcomed!!!!!

Get out from this blog page!!!!

To my friends/ whom i know I'm sorry if my blog all the words are harsh to you...!!!!!!! there's a reason why i update in a HARSH manner!!!

This is to my SAYANG FARHAN my blog is your blog too..

U are welcome to tag at the tagboard too.

I LOVE You PEOPLE and ESPECIALLY FARHAN..!!!

2010-04-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hey blogger... I'm back...It's been 5 days i didn't update my blog..I am busy with other stuff..

School was damn bored.. The whole period of my art lesson i spend my time doing Digital Art but still my work is not done.. Roughly 35% done.. i think so..

Now it's about my LIFE... Basically now i feel very stress due to my art and my math... In 18 days time is my mid-year exam.. and at the same time, within 18 days i have to finished up my art N-Level... 30 of APRIL is the day where my art N-Level project due date is over.. I got not much time left... ='( i wonder if i could finished up these 3 project... (Painting, Digital Art and Photography).. my Painting, i was not even started on the Painting paper still drawing in A4 paper basically still planning...='( I'm the last girl who had not started the painting.. ='( For my Digital Art, roughly about 35% done.. Photography.. i did took some pictures but I'm not sure whether i can use it for my N-Level project submission... That's it... i also got the feeling of GIVING UP in my math and art.. Worst thing for math is Chapter 2 i still don't understand anything.. Damn it Sure fail math in the upcoming mid-year.. i need help.. But who should i go to..?? And i think is too late now..='( Good luck to myself... If my mum knew about this thing.. Confirm she started to blame me because of my relationship i have started neglecting on my studies.. Actually is not that.. I'm so stress.. Many of things i need to remember.. i can't cope anymore.. Please try to understand my situation.. ='( i wonder who could understand me.. I don't know who to go to share what i feel...

I don't know if FARHAN wants to lend his pair of ears to me.. I don't think so.. Our relationship had just going to be alright as now i had to take things up seriously.. I'm trying hard as possible to understand him.. In 2 days time is my 2 Month anniversary with him.. Even though there is hurt in our heart here and there.. But we try to throw all our EGO aside first.. In order to have a better relationship.. This Wednesday we should go out and celebrate our 2 month anniversary BUT due to my Malay oral for the mid-year.. maybe we can't meet.. Not sure yet... ='( That's all i want to update for today.. Nothing else to say.. ='(

Love you so much baby.. Never let you go... Hope you read my blog and you understand me better... That's what i really wish for right now.. And PLEASE don't get mad at me baby..

2010-04-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hey readers... i am back to blog again.... It's been 4 days i did not update.. =)
Hmmm...... What a lousy day... i don't know how to described my day today.. Damn BoRiNg...
Just finish playing game at FARHAN Facebook... haha...=) i play Pet Society game..
Well nothing to do...
Today school was damn $%^&*((*&^%%)) all lessons was damn boring.. i don't know why..
Hmmm...... maybe i am tired and that's why everything that i do i feel boring...
ok now i want to watch television and i think that's all i want to update.. haha.. =)

2010-04-01T14:45:00.002+08:00

Hey readers... I'm back to update my blog... haha.. i know it's been 4 days i didn't update it.. Firstly i am lazy... Secondly i don't know what to update.. and Lastly i am busy with other stuff... Nothing interesting to share for the past 4 days.......

Hmmm... feeling bored right now.... Later need to meet and take my cousin at my grandfather(mum side) house.. My parents asked me to take him home.. He is still a small kid so i have no choice but to take him and bring him home as my parent want to bring him out tomorrow.. But nevermind its Ok.. Hmm... i am wondering where my parents want to take us tomorrow.. Either we go town and SHOPPING or we just go for a walk at town..... Hmm.. that' sound so boring...... or if not we go BEDOK my grandfather house (dad side).. hmm.. that's sounds much more boring... as in nothing to do there.. not that i don't like to go there.. hmm... i feel like going to sleep now damn sleepy... but i can't need to take my cousin.... haiz.......
hmm.. nothing much to say... got to go...

2010-03-30T20:06:00.003+08:00

What a great day today.... Ee, Atiqah and Ernie spend their time at my house... we were watching movies... (but half way thru only)... i really enjoy my day today... But with FARHAN..??

I Don't Know.. he is really sensitive these few days.. easily get angry.... why...?? Are u tired at your camp..?? Then stop throwing your tantrum at me can..?? i don't want to quarrel with you anymore... But no matter what i still love you even though when we quarrel i always say 'LET"S BREAK UP' it is not because i don't want you in my life anymore it is because i really can't take it when you scold me....You just throw everything at me... It's really not fair..!! Even though sometimes i never listen to you but that's does not mean i am flirting outside.!!! understand!!!! If i didn't message you sometimes where i am going or whatever please understand me can..??? that's all what i want from you... And one more thing is that we cannot be always sticking together like 'SUPER GLUE' ........ you need to give me some space in between.... i am tired too at times..

ok that's all i want to say hope after you have read my blog u will understand me much better... will always love you baby.

2010-03-27T18:40:00.002+08:00

Mood seems changing after on the phone with Farhan i don't know why.. I am sad when he treated me like this.. Haven't i treat him well...?? or Am i useless...??
Used good for nothing.. Being treated like a Dolls.. When feeling like playing with it he just use it When feeling like not to play with it he just dumb it aside..
I was treated like as if i got no feeling and i was treated as if i am heartless..
Nor am i not alive..?? We did have a conversation about my life.... And worst thing he said something that really broke my heart... OHhhhh Shit.. i just realised that i have lost Something precious in my life and i feel regret about in now... Now i feel that he is criticising on it... I should have think about it last time.... And now it's really make me feel that i am cheapest women in world ever... i am now no longer priceless that men could not afford to have me.. Now i must have faith in life.. Now i must realised that i am someone that is really meaningless.... and i must also realised that now any men can afford to have me and take me to his life in his very own style..

2010-03-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... today my day was.... i don't know how to describe my day today..
During in school time quite happy in a good mood.. But feeling abit boring...
After school my mood seem changing... Quarrel with FARHAN again....
Now i'm HAPPY back again... haha..
Because i have settle my problem with Farhan..=)
Nothing much to share today about my life-style...
..............................................................................THE-END...............................................................

About the (PERSON THAT I AM REFERRING TO) it seem that she is trying to be nice towards me today... But i hack care... Because i know that there is no one wants to talk to her.. SO WHY MUST I MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF BY TALKING TO SOMEONE THAT HAVE TALK ABOUT BEHIND MY BACK... To bad to her that i wouldn't want to change my character now as i want to be the person who i am after i am with FARHAN.... I will make sure she will be damn irritated...
Not that i want to revenge on her is just that i can't take it already..
She may fool me last time but not now anymore...!!!!
i Had enough of it Already..
k lah that's all i want to share will be updating more soon..
Get the latest INFORMATION and i will share..
.......................................................THE-END............................................................

Mel sebok-ing here .

2010-03-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

Amaciiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ..

heh .

Hey people , i'm mel . Faikah's old friend .

naaaah , ive dont editing her blog .

Babe , update your blog ol'right (:

iloveyou..

ok bye .

2010-03-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

I'm stress.......!!!!!!!!!!!

(*&%^+@#^&) ah....!!!!!!!!
I hate (*????????*).........
Idiots......!!!!!
Don't like me say it out infront of me...!!!!
Don't tell others about my background......!!!!!!
And don't make-up any stories that i don't have or don't know about it..!!
Stop all your nonsense....!!
And please stop telling lies...!!!
Don't act as if you are innocent..!!!!
Stop all your fool's....!!!!!!
Your drama are damn great.....!!!!!!
I don't believe that i have a friend like you...!!!!
You are:

Bastard.......!!!!!!!!
Hypocrite.......!!!!!!!!
Backstabber.......!!!!!!!
Liar......!!!!!!!!

Till now i still don't believe that you are BASTARD...

I really HATE you....

From last time i should believe others about YOU..

Why am i so STUPID to believe YOU in the first place...

Simply because i pity on you...

I guess so maybe....

If i know that YOUR attitude like (*&^$@#%).....

I wouldn't want to be YOUR friends....

Stop all the Bullshit game that YOU have now.......!!!!!!!

It's really (*^$@#&&%&*%#$) Do YOU know about that.........!!!!!!!!???

By the way....... YOU also can't be like me...........!!!!!!!!

We are far away different........!!!!!!!

Either physically or mentally or Who the way i are..!!

And don't ever dream about it that u can become like me.......!!!!!!!

Whatever it is WHO am i referring to is not important...!!!!!

If u think that u know about the person i am referring to okay GREAT..!!!

If u don't just SHUT UP and don't ask me who that person is......!!!!!!

U KNOW I KNOW....

................................................THE-END......................................................................

Now it's about my life......

After a problem solve with my BF..

Another problem come.......

Having a bit of conflict now.......

Not with Farhan but ^^^^^ ( that person that i am referring to)

I really don't like (the person i am referring to) right now......!!!!!!!

Why must she follows others footstep now....!!!!

Didn't (the person that i am referring to) know that majority are disgusted with the attitude and behaviour Right now........!!!!!!!

And (the person that i am referring to) tell others that i really change after i be with Farhan.......!!!!!!

Is (the person that i am referring to) jealous of me....!!!!???????

I also don't know.....

So what if i change.....!!!!!

Does that bother or cares (the person that i am referring to).......!!!!!!!

Even my parent don't care why must (the person that i am referring to) cares....!!

Is (the person that i am referring to) trying to control my life.....!!????

Is it...!!??

That's it i had enough of this STUPID NONSENSE......!!!!!!

Will Update more soon..............

....................................................THE-END................................................................

2010-03-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

It's me.... Farhan.... and..........Iman(my cousin)

We are happy back again... We have also solve our problems....

hope to continue this relationship peacefully again..........=)

Really missed these moment....

When can we have these moment again...??

Nevermind we are fine now so we just need to wait for our free time to meet up so that we can be like this again...=)

.......................................................................=)..........................................................................................

2010-03-19T14:12:00.002+08:00

hey guyz.. i'm back..

I got a bad dream and it's becoming reality...
My relationship with Farhan it's damn complicated...
Maybe we are not*********........
what can i do to save my relationship with him...??
I'm confuse***......

2010-03-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

=)mmm...... what a great day today.... Wake up early in the morning.., help my mum cooking..
damn tiring but then i enjoy tasting new dishes.. haha.......
then after help my mum cooking.., i accompany my mum to her work place.. haha.. quite fun... enjoy talking with all my mum friends...=)hehe.. all auntie's.... but they all also quite understanding too...=)

that's all for today...

about me and Farhan..

we are fine... happily together now.. but yesterday got a bit of misunderstanding... then we solve our problem and it was solved yesterday...=) quite glad to say that we are OK already... happy and harmony now.. hope to maintain it in this manner for ever...=)

2010-03-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy today... haha.. yesterday just solve my problem with FARHAn.... yeahhhh... so happy... don't know how to express my happiness.... i'm glad that finally i can enjoy and be happy with him... Now i understand why we alwayz quarrel... as in no commitment in us.. But the main reason is i still don't understand and the cause of why we quarrel.... whatever it is i'm still happy in this relationship...

what happen today there's nothing much i can really express myself...... still in a happy mood... haha.. i promise to treasure everything that happens to me.. hehe=)
i will alwayz cheer up..=)

and i will promise to treat him well too...
treasure him and save him in my heart...=)

2010-03-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

hmm.... wat a lousy day today... had fun for awhile.. had a bad day for a long time..
Btw really had fun wen i'm in school today.. hmm.. Thak Sin(Mdm Gan son's) teaches us ABC... the way he teaches us is the same way how Mdm Gan his mum teaches us during CPA lessons... which is also our form Teacher too... hmm.. really had great time in school.. about my art.. finally i had scan in my art work n finally started on it already using Mr Rahim(art teacher, n second form teacher) laptop really feel lucky no need to share with my other frewns...haha... after class was over.. me n sirah go Mac... having lunch there... wen we nearly finished our lunch, my mum text me if i could meet her @ causeway point after my art class.. i replied to her that my art class was over n i say to her that i forget to bring my ezlink card.. so i can't meet you n i say that i m having lunch with sirah.. she ask me to wait for her at mac.. wen my mum arrived she sat down for about 2mins n after that i say let's go home... n we all go home... okay that's it...

hmm...... How bout me and FARHAN..??

i dun noe... really dun understand in our relationship... it is damn complicated..
nothing much that i can really change in this relationship..
how long must i faced with all these kind of problem.......???
i think i have try my very best to adapt myself with him...
Who's ego in in this relationship..??
me or him..??
i think i had enough... n i think that my patience towards him is also enough..
whatever it is i WON'T BREAK UP with him...... n i will never DREAM about it....

14/03/2010

2010-03-14T19:16:00.004+08:00

Haha... Finally we have reach to our 1 month anniversary...
Today is my greatest day of my life... me and FARHAN just 1 month...
We did not celebrate it Today..
hmm.. Today we also did quarrel.. But i just act as if nothing happened...
I'm bored and tired to faced it again.. and.. again.. and.. again...
So i just ignored everything that happen to me.. As i want to be happy today..
We did talk on the phone but for awhile only..
hmm.. nothing much happen today because i spent most of my time sleeping.. as today is raining isn't that nice to sleep during these kind of time..??

hmm.. tomorrow got art... i feel damn lazy to go.. but i have to go because my N-Level art submission is just next month... and not all my work have completed..
i have not even started on my painting and my photography... my Digital art only started abit only.... haiz..
there's only limited time left for me now.. haiz...
i rather fail my art than rather i stress out with everything that i do....
hmm.. is there any room for improvement for my art..??
i don't think so...
i need to help myself first before others help me...
But i seriously feel like dropping out in my art..
but i can't... we need a minimum of 6 subjects for Normal Technical...
but nevermind atleast i will try to do my art even though i can't pass in this subject.. Further more art is not my choice... i choose this subject because there is not much subjects that offers Normal Technical..
Whatever it is i still have to go for it...

ok that's it.....
i will continue to update tomorrow...
i have nothing else to say... =)

BoRiNggg.... 13/03/2010

2010-03-13T14:15:00.000+08:00

hmm.. to me Every day is nothing much different...
Today my day was damn SUCKs....
Quarrel with AN again..
we were fine just now and after that his mood change.. Not sure why...
i'm bored and tired to faced the same problem again.. and.. again.. and.. again..
why can't we be happy like other couple..??
Tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary... and yet we still quarrel..
isn't that SUCKs..??

Yesterday we were very... very.. very... Fine...
we even exchange sweet messages....

this is my message to him..

I oPeN mY wAlLeT...
n FoUnD "cAsH"

i SeArCh In My PoCkEtS..
n FoUnD "cOiNs"

I lOoK iN mY hEaRt...

.

..

...

......... N fOuNd U....
ThEn I rEaLiZe HoW rIcH i Am tO hAvE u As My CyG...
LoVe U sO mUcH SayanG....

And this is his message to me...

Hi Dear ; . Special
c("") COFFEE

"" for U

I mixed it with Love
and Happiness
but there is No SUGAR
BCoz i know u r very Sweet... nitez
:) :) :)

I really need some advise on how i can maintain my LOVE towards him...
I really DON'T want to LOOSE him..... i LOVE him vERY mucH...
I'm afraid of loosing him...
He may not be my first but i really hope that he is my last one guy that i will LOVE..
........we even promised that there is no Such as these words in our relationship...

BREAK

okay lah whatever it is i will try to win his HEART back no matter what happen...
i guess so that he is tiring after a week in Camp..
He is now serving National Service......
But nevermind i think that i got to be more perseverance..
Sometimes.. He really care 4 me...
He even Pampered me.. as he knows that i am alwayz pampered...
i really hope that who is he that tyme when i met him 4 the very first tyme will alwayz be who is he right now..
As day passes by.. his attitude keep changing.. i don't know why..
not that i couldn't be bothered to ask is just that i am afraid that he might raised him voice at me..
Nevermind what happen to me there's alwayz a reason behind it...
i need to be a bit more patience with this kind of guy..
No matter what i still LOVE him and He will alwayz be mind..
i'll never let u go..
even though how hurt it is when i am with him..
no ONE CAN sEPARATE us... unless some bad things happen to us...

okay this is all i want to update for my day today...
nothing much more to share...

12/03/2010

2010-03-12T09:24:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up early even though today not schooling..
I'm done doing E-learning...
Quite bored... doing it..
Math i got 0/10.. ='(

i don't know how to do it actually..

so i just predict the numbers up..

CPA i am not sure..

EBS and English didn't do because i am having difficulty in loading to the webpage..

hmm.. later on must go to school and i am leaving my house at 3.30pm..

I become the student audience to support my frewns.. and also to represent my class..

The Event starts at 4pm and ends at 7.30pm...

hmm.. now i wanna go to my sleep back... damn sleepy..

i will wake up at 12.45pm in the afternoon....

it is enough for me to sleep back... for about at least 1hours+

k that's all i want to update for today..

hmm.. bout my boyfrewn...

we are ok already... but not fully ok...

we were just fine..

Yesterday juz quarrel again..

at night i am having difficulty to sleep...

i cry again..

but not as bad as 09/03/2010...

hmm.. today we seem to be a bit fine..

k got to go to sleep..

my bed and pillow is calling me already... =)

11/03/2010

2010-03-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... feeling bit BORING today.... i don't know why... got NO MOOD at all..
I was OK during PE lessons... Then all of the sudden.. My MOOD was gone...
During MATH and ENGLISH lessons my MOOD was OK-OK..
Ending part of ENGLISH lessons.. my MOOD was almost gone...
Then during CLD lessons i was not in a mood at all...

Ok i got to go alraedy as in i'm very SLEEPY.. i want to go to SLEEP...

Today not much things to update...

I'm sorry for those people who are reading my blog because i know that my blog is quite BORING..

BTW Thankz for those who is reading it..

I would really appreciate if u could comment me on my Tagboard..

(click on to Others and you will see my Tagboard)

I will PROMISE to try my VERY BEST to make my blog MUCH MORE INTERESTING

2010-03-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

hm mm... hey I'm back again to update more info about what happens to me dis few days..BTW today i get my report book...
quite sad to say that my grades drop...
oh no.. ='( yes it's true that i didn't study @ all..
it's becoming from bad to worst..
For English i get grade(A).. i am improving.. that tyme was (B)
Malay... from (A) to (B).. if i could add up 4 more marks i get an (A) already..
Mathematics.. from (D) to (C).. improving..
Computer Applications... from (A) to (C)... dropping..
Elements of Business Skills.. from (A) to (D).. dropping again..
ART.. from (C) to (D).. dropping grades again.... ='(

What ever it is.. After march holidayz... I will promise to study very very very hard and prepare for my N-Level..

On 09/03/2010.... (yesterday)

was the day that i will never forget because i cry alot..
i cry beacuse of my guy..
THE STORY GOES LYKE THIS.....

Every Tuesday was my favourite day because tuesday is the only day that i really enjoy watching television the most.. because all my favourite tv programmed is on tuesday..i will start to watch the television from 7.30pm till 11.15pm.. i will watch television... so whoevers call or msg me i won't reply.. i'll wait for advertisement then i'll reply..

Yesteday i quarrel with my guy as in he didn't knew much bout me yet.. as we are going to be 1 month soon..just started the relationship 14/02/2010...
he didn't noe that TUESDAY is my Favourite TV Programmed Day..
so we quarrel on the phone bout this.. he said that
" ur tv is more important than me right. ok good.nw i know.bye."
this is what he told me exactly... i then became panic.. as i dun wanna loss him..
after the tv show ended.. i immediately gave him a missed call...
he called me back..
what i said to him on the phone i couldn't remember already..
all i remember is that i cry.. and.. cry.. and.. cry.. and.. cry..
then we talk to each other in a good manner and i try to control my anger...
i manage to do it..
after that we are ok already..
so yesterday i had a good sleep.. when i sleep i m at peace...
that is how my day yesterday..
try to imagine n put urself in my shoe...
wat will u feel...??

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10 march

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A day at school .. was fun .. math did some filing..
eng watched video about erin gruwell..
ebs did so accessed work for n level.. oh dear, im so stress !! ahhh!!!
music had a great time with form teacher :)
sing doe a deer .. bla bla bla...
malay.. huhuhuhhuu!! so sad.. another teacher leaving us.. hmm, wondering whose gg to take us!

waiting n waiting n waiting..

nehhh!!

hahaahaa...

n finally my blog : about to finish with the edits :)

btw, all this picxs quite a long time i upload...

its been about 2 months..

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